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Im taking risk.This is the first time im doing this.Haha..actually the second.But i think im getting daring to try out my luck.Haha..the chances are like 10 out of 100.But yea..im still taking the risk.What shit am i doing?Ok,look,im just trying stg different that i have not done before.I dont want to regret without even trying.I have to try.If you really want it,then go for it! right?err..yea..ok..now continue!He's just right in front of you.Come on.But about what?I just tried.What the f***!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Everything is bad! I've fallen into a deep and dark hole.The only way for me to return is for him to rescue me.
shitttttttttt!!! i totally screwed up my presentation.I just couldnt talk in front of many staring people.I just cant!Shit! i totally hate to present or perform in front of many people.I just cant.Hais...where had my confidence all gone? haiya..presentation sucks!
ok..i had a very weird dream.I dreamt of him.Actually i kind of notice him but not really that noticing.Haha..i kind of dislike him too.I don't know why.Hmm..probably because he looks kind of stuck up?Haha..stereotyping(spell correctly?).Then,untill one night,i dreamt of him.Weird!How come he came to my dream.Jasmine/Sebastian(haha) told me that i should not have dreamt of him unless i have been thinking of him.Lol..haha..but seriously la..i dont even really notice he's existance.Haha..in my dream..he came right up to me,and said.."IF YOU LIKE ME,GIVE ME YOUR PHONE NUMBER" haha..weird right.Hmm..then after that dream,i kept on bumping into him.Oh gosh! I just realised..he's cute la!!! TAll,VERY FAIR and GOOD-LOOKING(with emo hairstyle)!omg!i got to find a way to get close to him.Have to..but how?errr...give my phone number like how i dreamt? haha..funny..no..to early to give my number.lol..what if he has a gf?haha..gf only what..not wife..lol...stupid..drop the idea..FOCUS...he's a jerk(hopefully not!) but he do look like one because he is almost perfect.
my game has started!
HIM.Im so in love with him.He's just an ordinary boy.Nothing apecial yet he caught all my attentions.I care for him and im so irrevocably in love with him.I've waited for him for almost 8yrs.If he comes this year,then all my waiting and patience are not wasted.If he doesn't,i guess i'll have to move on with life and try to forget about him.Have too..my love if all my waiting is worth it,pls tell me.At least let the nature tell me.I dont know how am i going to live without you in my memory.
Fine...im in dilemma now.Im not sure whether i should go for the china trip.Ok..at first,im the one whom ask hweeping,sasi and sebby to go with me.And now,im the one whom back off.Sorry guys,its not that i did that purposely.My first reason is that im not independent at all.Im too dependent on my family.Secondly,about the food there.Its quite difficult to find halal foods and therefore im gg to starve.Thirdly, that period is my silat competition period.I have my goal and that is to get gold for this year isc.Fourthly,not many muslims are gg to china.So yea..i asked my family once again whether i shld go or not.They said its up to me but they doubt and worry that i could not survive there.So my decision is..im not going to china.Sorry for disappointing hweeping,sasi and sebby.Sorry..didnt mean to..love you guys.
muahahaha...!!! looks like golden days are coming..i'm learning to be happy and crazy with my friends.HAHa..i keep on doing stupid2 stuffs during lessons that make sasi and hweeping shocked all the time! haha..cool! and yea..the fists game..very fun..i spread them..its a disease! muahahaha..ouh yar..monday is the o level result..my baby..! hopefully..hopefully..hopefully ok? loving ya..muacks!