7/19/2008

Saturday, July 19, 2008

I couldnt sleep so..here i am posting..Hehe..sch was normal for me..oh yar..my long lost bestfren msged me..i had tears in my eyes when i think of her.She already got a boyfriend and so she is drifting apart from me..she once told me that she would keep this friendship but look at her now..always busy with her boyfriend.Once she msged me saying that she still loves me.OK gal..i know you still loves me(i hope so).But you know what..i loves you more.I love the old ingyin and not ivory(still the same person right).I want our friendship to be like last time.The regular lame jokes and the stories that we shared last time...i want them back..but..you are a changing person now...ok..im getting emo now...ok..anyway..ingyin i love you alot and i miss you aloot.muackx.

now..to my the "hole in my heart" chapter..hahax..
yea..as usual..my heart still have this hole.Apparently no one wants to fill it. Haha..with a cement also can la.Hmph..yea..the 7 yrs guy..i just hope that next year..you got posted to ngee ann.hehe..waa..if lyk that then same primary,secondary and poly sch lei..waa..ceh2..hehe..

haha...yea..i got a crush on this guy(dont want to tell who). He makes my sch days past so fast..and makes me look forward to go to sch.Haha..well..thats just a crush..but if it turn out to be a relity..hey..why not..but for sure..it wont come real..because im siti.haha..y cant i get the love or crush i want?

when will you ever realise me..? haha..how to realise when you dont even tell him..but then ppl say when you love someone..the love can be seen through your eyes..haha..i wonder if its true..

signing off..bluekzx..